Last night I was feeling low, bored, restless and unsettled so I ended up watching a movie until late rather than doing my planned project work and going to bed early. I got up later than I wanted and generally felt I had let myself down by not making better use of my time. I felt tired and guilty about watching the movie.
After asking for a miracle I realised I was not feeling the way I was because of what I did or didn’t do!
I had let my Self down by making an inner choice for fear rather than Love and ended up feeling miserable.
I was feeling low and restless before watching the movie because I had already dropped the hand of Love. I felt worse in the morning because I was still holding the hand of fear and as a result I was feeling guilty and tired.
Nothing you do has the power to make you feel anything!
This is hard to believe because that is not your experience and so you need a miracle.
The miracle lets you know that your feelings are never caused by an external event but by an inner decision. As there are only two inner choices it is easy to work out that if you are feeling negative emotions then you have made the wrong inner choice.
The more you ask for miracles the more aware you will be of inner choice and the sooner you will be aware that your feelings are never caused by your behaviour or any external trigger. The quicker you become aware of your wrong inner choice the less guilt you will feel and the easier it will be to make the right choice.
The degree to which we are determined to make our behaviour the problem is the degree to which we are still afraid of Love. We let our Self down until we realise that there is nothing to fear.