You made choices as a child.
The past is over.
But some choices are still affecting you now.
You’re choosing them again and again.
I remember exactly what happened when I was 4 years and 2 days old.
I was sitting on the back seat of our car with my brother and sister. We were coming back from our summer holiday and driving through the city of Londonderry where we lived. My mother turned on the radio. The breaking news was that the British Army had moved into N. Ireland that day. They were on their way to Londonderry to help the police deal with 3 days of violence.
My mother gasped.
My father silent.
In that moment I chose fearful thoughts about the world.
It was 14 August 1969.
I held onto that choice for most of my adult life.
Even today I can easily choose fearful thoughts about the world.
Now I know if I choose fear, I will experience a fearful world.
Now I know what to do when I’m in a cycle of negative choices.
Now (mostly) I don’t separate myself from thoughts of safety, comfort and peace.
It has taken time to stop wanting to activate past thoughts, past choices and let love shine. It doesn’t take any time to stop choosing fear. It can happen in an instant.
What is your earliest memory?
What choice did you make then?
Is it still active in your life now?
It you think you’re still repeating old choices, it’s time to be free.
You will probably need help.
The help of a miracle.
Playing the Miracle Choice game is one way to experience help.
Play to find the thoughts you’re choosing over and over again, and discover how to set yourself free.
It’s only recently that I’ve been aware of how many past choices I reactivate in the present moment. Today I could be making fresh loving choices and yet I am often choosing often without conscious awareness to hang onto the choices of yesterday. And the choices of yesterday could be the same ones that I decided on as a small child. Now is the moment of healing of past choices by changing them. I have lots to do if I am also making the new fearful choices now!
Much love, James
for the Miracle Choice Team